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So today will be a very sad day indeed for me, and I’m crying as i write this. I will have to help one of my wonderful dogs, Badaboom, brown long haired shepherd,  cross over the rainbow bridge. It is always so hard when we have to make the decision to end their life. There are so many things to consider. When you have no choice, if they are truely at lifes end, it is hard enough but you do what you have to.

But when you are weighing pros and cons and justifiying and hesitating it is awful. The main thing here is her pain. She is a typical shepherd with such a stoic attitude, she will barrel thru anything, even as we took walks in her wheelcart, as she limped along, she would see another dog and get a burst of enery pulling the cart and spinning the wheels and you could just hear her screaming, “get back here… I’ll kill you, you can’t run from me”  and then she would be exhausted and even more lame and i could barely get her home. But, oh, what a moment of fun for her!

But she still loves life, she has a great appetite, loves to have someone play with her, belly rubs, tug of war (from a laying down position) her cookies, her treats, sleeping in bed with us, laying next to her best bud Badabing. But she can no longer get around without pain. She has Degenerative Myelopathy (in the rear legs) and they are very weak,  and the front leg has a tumor (cancerous) that we opted not to treat except for pain pills, because she also has hip and elbow dysplasia that she has dealt with since she is 6 months old, she is now 13, pretty damn old for such a big dog.  But she would end up with one good leg, so what’s the point.

I have to say, we have kept her going and pain free for all these years with natural products and accupressure.  My hubby and I are both certified for people and use the same modality on our dogs. It has helped them tremendously and made for a very long happy life. I will talk about it more in another blog. It is a wonderful alternative therapy that you can use in conjunction with western medicine. Always take your pets to the vet for care and immunizations, but adding other natural modalities is always helpful.

Anyway, at this point, she is so wobbly on the rear legs, can no longer put the right foot down and is in constant pain, and on pain meds that can only help with the pain, not take it away anymore, and it’s is so unfair to keep her going like that even tho I want to. It is selfish and not in her best interest, even tho she seems to want to be around too. But at what cost, she cannot get up and down without crying, my husband carries her up and down our stairs, and in and out of our bed, it is time and i am dealing with it.

I feel even worse for her best bud Badabing, black lab/newfie X,

who will be so lonely and confused without her, he is 14 and has arthritis and is a big fat bastard that we love, but we will comfort him and help him, and keep on giving him his IGM sessions and eventually get him another pal. At this point, just getting thru the day will be hard enough for all of us.

If any of you have the same dilemma, my heart goes out to you, and I hope all the pets we love that cross the bridge can party like they want to while they wait for us on the other side. Love you miss boomie… wait for Bing… kisses and hugs, mom and dad. :(

9 Responses to The saddest of all days, crossing the rainbow bridge


  • Harris says:

    So sorry…We recently had to euthanize one of our pups… Gonna be a tough month for you…

    Best wishes…


    • admin says:

      hey harris, i am so sorry for you, it is so tuff. sent me into a major depression, her buddy too, we’re all doing better, hope you are too. my condolences on your little one too.
      talk soon

  • Paula Tubert-Golden says:

    OMG, I am sooooooo sorry for your lose! i remember when badaboom, batabing and Konnor use to play together, go to the park and were young (gee I remember when we were young, but that is another subject). Konnor is also loosing her back end (she is 14 years old). She still takes her walks, goes up and down the stairs (albeit with much trouble), and I have been just waiting to see how long she will last . I have thought for the last 2 years, that that would be her last year…but she is like a timex watch…”She takes a licking and keeps on ticking”. All of our hearts go out to you, Robert and baddaboom at your loss. Sweet dreams baddabing, look over all of us..please.

    • admin says:

      hey girl, thanks for the kind words, yep we’re all very sad, we have lots of great memories tho, dog park stuff, hiking on the trails, swimming… she had a great life, doesn’t make it any easier, but i know in my heart it was her time. be well and i hope konner has a while longer with you. kisses to all

  • Trish says:

    sHE ~ i AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. iT’S NEVER easy to make such a decision but i think that you did the right thing. it’s not fair to keep them around for our own selfish reasons and you will see her again some day. <3 Take care! love ya!

    ~ Trish

  • Marlene says:

    wE DO NOT KNOW each other, but i came across your blog and read with tears rolling down my face – i’m so sorry for your loss – i know how it rips you apart – went through this in 2008 with my old buddy boy…he was 14 and it was time – but being selfish, i kept him a bit longer than i should have…anyway – here is a lovely quote i found just after i lost buddy. “Near this spot lie the remains of one who possessed beauty without vanity, strength without insolence, courage without ferocity, and all the virtues of man without his vices.” Lord Bryon all the best

    • admin says:

      thanks so much for the kind words. it has been quite a journey for all of us and we miss her terribly. i am sorry for your loss too. pets are so wonderful and give us unconditional love and yes their virtues outweigh anything they could ever do wrong. sorry for the delayed response.

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